Nyctophilia

Nyctophilia- (n) is the love of darkness or night. Finding relaxation or comfort in the darkness. 

I woke up one night because the moon was shining on my face and I felt content and alone at the same time. I love the moon it's seems so far away yet so close. 

 I don't want to go outside into the brightness of the day because I feel vulnerable and exposed, I want to stay inside and read all day while sipping on a cup of tea with the curtains drawn.